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Journal Entry: Wed Jul 16, 2008, 1:17 PM
  • Mood: Triumph
  • Reading: Shaman King (Manga)
  • Playing: WC3
Now I'm back from Malmö (lies in the most southern part of Sweden) and I'm glad that I'm home again. I've visited my two friends Eva and Henrik and it was quite fun. We've made lots of things.

My computer dropped stonedead 1.5 weeks ago and it seemed to have a bad graphics-card, but a good surgeon replaced it for free and now I'm back. ^w^

I've fallen for a manga called ´Shaman King´ and I've bought book 2-5 and three nice t-shirtpins with the giftcard I got on my graduation. Gaara, Ichigo and Renji. ^^

My depression because of the split up with my girlfriend is long over and now I'm looking for a new one that can satisfy my need to love someone. I think a Cancer-girl would fit me, if following Linda Goodman's book about astrology (RECOMEND!!!).



1.5 weeks of NO GAMING is now going to be avenged!

Broken heart...

Journal Entry: Sat Jun 28, 2008, 12:56 PM
  • Mood: Depressed
Once again left to be alone in the darkness...
Noone to love or be loved by...
Noone to share my life with...
Noone to feel joy with...
Noone to hold my arms around and feel the warmth...
Nothing... to be happy for...

My heart is broken and the feeling of depression floods my mind... barely able to feel any feeling or even cry... just emptiness...

To me a greater loss than anyone can understand... a scar for a lifetime, tormenting me...

Sadness, emtiness and memories... is all I have...

And the cruel irony is, that her presence will be multiple, torturing me every second, making my favourite thing a hell...

My body is weak and trembling, as if in shock... not to be surprised about, taking in mind that I've just lost a part of myself...



I've lost... a lot... and it hurts...

1000 pageviews!

Journal Entry: Fri May 23, 2008, 7:11 AM
YAY! I've reached 1000 pageviews! Thanx everyone for visiting my page. ^w^

  • Mood: Euphoric
  • Listening to: Transformers soundtrack
  • Reading: Abarat
  • Playing: We don't go to Ravenholm...
  • Drinking: Whish I had a Cola...

QUIZ x2

Journal Entry: Thu Apr 3, 2008, 2:40 PM
Stolen from :iconblue-moon-shusk: ^^,

1) Name: Joakim Michael Torbjörn Liljegärd (Joakim Liljegärd)
2) Name Backwards: mikaoJ (Sounds finnish ;P)
3) Were you named after anyone?: Middlename after dad (Michael), otherwise noone.
4) Does your name mean anything?: According to the apocryphal Gospel of James, Saint Joachim was the husband of Saint Anne and the father of the Virgin Mary.
5) Nick Name(s): Gårdsson, Jocke
6) Screen Name(s): Crystal Dragon, Miskur or Gaardsson (Old one is Shadowmaker)
7) Date Of Birth: 1989 Mar 13
8) Place of Birth: Jönkö ping, Sweden
9) Nationality: Swedish
10) Current Location: HOME! :heart:
11) Religion: Closest is Animist or Buddhist. I believe in spirits, not gods.
12) Height: 172 cm
13) Shoe Size: 40 in european messurement. Oo
14) Hair colour: Ratblond?
15) Eye colour: Blue
16) What do you look like?: Qui-gon
17) Innie or Outie?: Innie?
18) Righty, Lefty, Ambidextrous: Righty then ^^
19) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other?: Straight. Girls sure are cute. :heart:
20) Best friends: Kjell, Adam, Henrik, Oscar, Patrik, David
21) Best friend you trust the most: Kjell
22) Best friends {your sex}: Kjell, Adam, Henrik, Oscar, Patrik, David
23) Best friends of the opposite sex: Hanna I guess :)
24) Best Bud(s): Got some ^^
25) Girlfriend/boyfriend: My heart is broken...
26) Crush: My heart is broken...
27) Parent(s): Two crazy ones :boogie:
28) Worst Enemy: Those who are against me :shakefist:
29) Funniest friend: Kjell
31) Advice Friend: Kjell
32) Loudest Friend: Patrik for sure xD
33) Person you cry with: ... myself or mom.
34) Any sisters: I often wish I had one
35) Any brothers: None
36) Any pets: 12 cats and a large fishtank.
37) A Disease: Coeliac disease AKA Gluten sensitivity
38) A Pager: Irritating little bastard!
39) A mp3 player/ipod: 1 gig right now
40) A laptop: Who needs a laptop when ya already got a good computer?
41) Gaming platform ie nintendo/xbox: ps2, Xbox 360
42) Surround sound: Computerfan running
43) A Personal phone line: Cellphone?
44) A Cell phone: Alwayz in mah left pocka'
45) A Lava lamp: Would be cool
46) A Pool or hot tub: mmm... hot springs...
47) A Car: Need a license first. Oo

Describe Your...

48) Personality: Nice, caring, stable, dreamer, competative in special things, creative, sometimes easy irritated (must be stress Oo).
49) Driving: It's time to take care of that thing :P
50) Car or one you want: A blue Dodge Viper with white stripes
52) What’s missing?: Me dragon! x3
54) Bed: Chinese symbols on it. Not made, but damn cool ^^
55) Relationship with your parent(s): Really well, thank god for that.

Do You...

56) Believe in yourself: Does Sasuke kill Itachi? ;)
57) Do you believe in love at first sight?: To many times :blushes:
58) Consider yourself a good listener: Empath and all, so yes. ^^,
60) Get along with your parents: Yep
61) Save your e-mail conversations: Just for msn and skype
62) Pray: Animist or Buddhist. Don't pray... I meditate.
63) Believe in reincarnation: I sure damn hope so. Oo
64) Like to make fun of people: That's just mean. -.-
65) Like to talk on the phone: Not with the f*****g bad reception. -.- Otherwise, no.
66) Like to eat?: MESHI!
67) Like to drive: I think so.
68) Get motion sickness: Argh maties! :ahoy:
69) Eat the stems of broccoli: Yes... -.-
70) Eat Chicken fingers with a fork: O_O
71) Dream in color: This is the 21:st century... right?
72) Type with your fingers on home row: Heh? Oo
73) Sleep with a stuffed animal: Just my wonderful pillow... zzzZZZzzzZZZzzz...

What Is...?

74) Right next to you: Computer
75) On the walls of your room: LOTR, Dragon, and Tiger. SWORD!
76) On your mouse pad: Don't have one...
77) Your dream car: Dodge Viper with non-polluting engine.
78) Your dream date: *druels* ^^;
79) Your dream honeymoon spot: Haven't thought of that yet. Oo
80) Your dream husband/wife: Checking if Elli is the one.
81) Your bedtime: 'round midnight
82) Under your bed: Dusty like HELL!

83) The single most important question: What comes after death? Scientist wanna know!
84) Your bad time of the day: Homeworktime... -.-
85) Your worst fear(s): SPIDERS! :sprint:
86) The weather like: Shifting, but spring is here. ^^
87) The time?: Last updated 14:30
88) The date?: Last updated 16/5
89) The best trick you ever played on someone: Dunno. o_-
90) The weirdest food or drink that you like: Kebab with rice with Cola
91) Your Theme Song: [link]
92) The hardest thing about growing up: Seeing others suffer... :(
93) Your funniest experience: Got many. ^^
95) The silliest thing you've ever said: Many of that too. Oo
96) 96,97 and 94 deleted by mistake by Blue-moon-shusk :D
98) The worst feeling in the world: Murderous rage mixed with sea deep sorrow.
99) The best feeling in the world: Hugging Elli ^^
100) 4 people you tag:

:iconfirecat178:
:iconthrumyeye:
:iconmorkvalt:
:iconwazabees:


1. Translate to your mother tongue the following words ‘what if…’…
Tänk om... as in "what if the cat killed the mouse"

2. Tell us what fantasy/imaginary creature you would like to meet most of all(for example; talking mushrooms, grinning cats and living chess pieces)…?
A friendly pet dragon! x3

3. What would be your first reaction when you met this creature…
Stare my eyes out! OoO

4.What would happen if we fed your favorite fantasy/imaginary creature some chili con carne?
Breathes fire? HELLO?! :D

5. Now lets change the subject, what would you do if you were only three inches tall?
Well I sure damn wouldn't be near my frickin' cats! :S

6. Suppose you where a gnome what would be your favourite food?
Kebab with rice! :D

7. What do you think what would happen if chipmunks grew 15 times larger?
Doomsday... O.o

8. Suppose banana’s could talk, would you still eat them? And what would that say?
No and "I LIKE CEREAL!" *BOOOOOOOOM!* [link]

9. What if oranges were purple would they taste like grapes?
Eehh... what the Hell?

10. If you were 100 years old! What would you have for dinner?
Is my teeth still in my mouth?

11. What pillow filling would you prefer, angel’s wing feather or goose feather?
Goose feathers. Angels are more beautiful. ;P

12. Dogs have fleas, humans sometimes do too, if you were a flea what host would you prefer?
*Dirty thoughts* ^^;

13. Some people have a really big imagination, do you?
Bigger than the universe!

14. Imagine, again, three people standing on a skyscraper, 2 of them girls 1 of them a guy, one girl tries to push the guy of the building but unfortunately she fails to notice the gorilla, yes there is a gorilla, and trips over it and falls down the building… both the guy and the girl loose balance and fall… the third girl desperately tries to save the other girl but the gorilla tickles the girl so heavily that she too falls down the building… not don’t wonder how the gorilla got up there… but how would the pile look when they end up on the ground?

*Speechless* O_o ............................... WHAT THE HELL!!!?????????

15. Bananas are yellow and grow on banana bushes in bananaland there they sing the banana national anthem when they hoist the banana flag… what would be the greatest fear of a banana living in bananaland?

Are you sure that you're mentally sane? -_-

16. You are going to school and you find out your favourite teacher is a pixie… what would you do?
Magic time! :D

17. Flies are the most scary insect that inhabit this world , if one was staying in your bathroom how would you remove it?
*WHACK!*

18. If you were a flower what color would you have?
Seducive red

19. Suppose you were a chicken what has hair… What hair cut would you have?
*Speechless... again*........................... :O

20. If you were to end up in outer-space what would you do?
*cry*

21. Have you answered these question truthfully and have you exaggerated certain questions?

HELL YEAH! :boogie:

22. A light shines into your eyes… you blink heavily… slowly you wake up and find out you have answered 21 questions… what would you do?
EEEEEK!

23. Imagine you not controlling the movements of your body… your hands are submitting this journal… your hands are tagging five people and making post to let them know they are tagged… who would you think they’d tag and what would you say in the few minutes that you are able to talk?

Too tired... for... tag... zzzZZZzzzZZZzzz...........................

  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: Transformers soundtrack
  • Playing: HALO! Me-sa frickin' ownz!
  • Eating: Chewinggum with Fluor
  • Drinking: Wish I had a Cola

Those who I watch on dA

Journal Entry: Wed Mar 12, 2008, 11:16 AM
The people that I watch here on dA. No special order.

:iconsooper-deviant: Great pictures.
:iconrazer122: One of my IRL friends.
:iconaiko-frikki: She has a cute dragon. =3
:iconevy-and-cats: Cute cats!
:iconblue-moon-shusk: Really good at drawing colorful wolfs.
:iconalvin-earthworm: Makes awesome and really funny flash movies. Also does... ehh... cool furries. I watch him for the flashmovies. ;P
:iconthrumyeye: Fricking brilliant photographer. I just love~ her photos! ^.^
:icondra90nboi: Good at scetching ninjas. Ninjas ftw! :ninjafella:
:icondragonsdust: Makes cool dragons and sctetches.
:iconel-grimlock: Nice dragons and catroon pictures.
:iconfirecat178: My Mexican buddy. Es siempre diversión a hablar con usted. ^^
:icongarderob: My classmate Hanna. :)
:iconglowingkitten: Takes cute photos on her cats.
:icongodispsen: My IRL-friend that likes to draw Akatsuki.
:iconmorkvalt: My best IRL-friend, that has a cute dog and a grumpy cat. ^^,
:iconhewhowalkswithtigers: Fricking awesome animalphotos. I love tigers! x3
:iconlukashi26: Done some nice Naruto characters.
:iconsooper-husky: Huskies is one of my favorite dog-breed.
:icontihark: One of my IRL-friends.
:iconwazabees: Takes really REALLY cute photos on kittens. =3
:iconjessicaelwood: Content: Mature. Let's just say that she's quite skilled. ^^;

  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Anti-stress music
  • Playing: HALO!
  • Eating: Chewinggum with Fluor